letter to the love one

Dear ilalang,


If I could ask God just one question, "why aren't you here with me?" - someday we'll know, MM


what a journey! i can say. 
happy and sad and happy and fight and happy together since April 18, 2010
happy 1^st anniversary, Rezza Rinova
if i could ask God another question, it would be "can we not separated by the miles and you be my last?"




love, 
kaktus

ikhlas

if you want something so bad, just go for it, fight for it. do anything to get it.
but if it's seem so hard to get and you don't know what else to do.
just lose it. let it go.

in a short way, if things don't want you then you don't deserve to have them back. :)

dear blogger,

since i didn't write anything in 2010 (not even a single word) it doesn't mean my life wasn't great (or bad)

it because i forgot that i have this blog and i didn't force myself to keep writing, so yeah here i go again.

*semoga bukan sepikan belaka dan berujung pada postingan baru lagi di tahun 2012.

regards,

Ajeng

np: anyways, i'm 20 and i have boyfriend

jolly night

hallo.

bersyukurlah :)

dadah.

happy November 23 !

mama selamat hari jadi :)

this is your day, there's so many things i wanna tell you face to face, but i can't.

now i just want you to know that i am so proud being your daughter.

you successfully done your good job, grown up your kids in the great way.

you are my inspiration, you are my hero, you are my mom.

sometimes, it feels so hard to say "i love you" straight to you, but i know you knew it!

we sometimes argue and i got angry you angry too. i didn't feel right.

i've dissapointed you so many times but you still there, anytime i want. im sorry.

mom, in this special day called your birthday, i just wanna pray for you.

i can't give you anything better than this.

i wish you have a long long long time in life so you can see me to be what i want.

i wish your life coming all to the good.

i wish someday you can say "my kids are too proud to see" so you have already put them in the right track after all this time.

i wish someday when you get old and be a lil bit (or much) forgetful person, you'll have a better living, no i WILL NOT put you in the nursing home (or like you always say panti jompo). what a silly thought. haha

i wish you have a healthy mind, soul, and body so you can keep going anywhere you want. a true traveller!

i wish you still have a good job, a success business and owning a bakery shop as your dream.

i wish God will help our family trough your hand and heart.

i wish my pray will makes you stronger day by day.

i wish mom and dad keep up a good concord til the end of time. so we (your kids) can take a lesson from it someday. you both are an amazing couple.

i wish you'll get anything what you need.

i wish i could fly to home right now, only just to say happy birthday and give you a kiss and hug.

i think it's a long write and my eyes keep crying, no im not sad, it's a happy cry mom.

im happy i can write this for you in your blessing day.

thank you oma you gave birth my mom 59 years ago, so thank you mom you gave birth to me.

once again, happy birthday, i love you! kiss and hug from here. :D

and i'll sing you a happy birthday song with my friends later. (just let you know im not alone)

love,

Amalia Ajeng Damayanti

haha never been like this before! so sentimentaly feelings come to me right now :)

top track: priceless - copeland , a song for mama - boysIImen